I wish leaving was easier. I would’ve been gone years and years ago and I wouldn’t feel this. Wouldn’t be so lost and empty. So scared and unsure. I just want to go, fade away. It’s not a cry for attention - I literally just want to stop. I don’t want to be anymore.

Starting to get more positive and excited about what’s in store. I need to practice patience. It’s difficult for me but it’s worth it. I am so ready to move on and grow.